[Day 9, Late Evening- Raizo's Room] Remember to Breathe III
Posted: Fri Aug 27, 2021 9:43 am
He sat and did his best to focus. He'd sent out a few presents, mostly to avoid to absolute horseshit of the game of refusals.
And now... it was time to center himself.
His first breath took him into nothingness. The world fell away. All of it.
His second brought him back, but only to a certain part of his existence.
All those messy emotions I spent so many years tamping down. But they've started to bleed out.
And I... don't mind. I feel more like someone with a soul. Someone who Aimi isn't insane for loving back.
Time was, a thought like that would have snapped him out of his meditative focus.
Not anymore.
Of course, if the Deer pair us elsewhere...
I'll still love her.
And that... doesn't make it all right, but it means I'll go on.
[Day 9 Late Evening Meditation | TN: 1 | Success: 1 / Opportunity: 1 / Strife: 0
Remove 2 strife with Void Opp
Meditation upon his emotions and desires. | TN: 1 | Success: 2 / Opportunity: 2 / Strife: 1
Use one opp to cancel strife on roll, use the other water opp to remove 2 strife from himself.]
And now... it was time to center himself.
His first breath took him into nothingness. The world fell away. All of it.
His second brought him back, but only to a certain part of his existence.
All those messy emotions I spent so many years tamping down. But they've started to bleed out.
And I... don't mind. I feel more like someone with a soul. Someone who Aimi isn't insane for loving back.
Time was, a thought like that would have snapped him out of his meditative focus.
Not anymore.
Of course, if the Deer pair us elsewhere...
I'll still love her.
And that... doesn't make it all right, but it means I'll go on.
[Day 9 Late Evening Meditation | TN: 1 | Success: 1 / Opportunity: 1 / Strife: 0
Remove 2 strife with Void Opp
Meditation upon his emotions and desires. | TN: 1 | Success: 2 / Opportunity: 2 / Strife: 1
Use one opp to cancel strife on roll, use the other water opp to remove 2 strife from himself.]