"There are things that we know trouble our heart, but we put them aside because there is no solution to that trouble. The trouble is there, all the same, whether it's for a... a man slow as stone in a family of fiery women, or any other 'wrong fit' person who never gets a day to forget that they aren't what people want." Ishioka looks down, and keeps his eyes there.Utaku Kheree wrote: ↑Wed Aug 18, 2021 9:07 pm
She nods after a moment . " The path that I have chosen is usually .. a lesser path meant for men so this was not unknown to me. Even if this is not what troubles my heart here, as I ... might not have been a woman of calmness in bygone years , more of a pillow book protagonist ."
She sighs " A serial one, not mixing it up of course. I am a woman of honor after all but ..."
"I apologize, Utaku-sama. You just told me that this isn't what troubles you. I don't mean to presume your troubles are like mine," he says apologetically. Ishioka takes two deep breaths to compose himself.
"I have heard nothing but honorable things about Utaku-sama, so certainly her honor is not in doubt. But perhaps I... do not understand what you mean, when you mention pillowbooks? It seems you are a romantic, yet trapped at a miai with... something less than great romance?" The Matsu is genuinely trying to understand.